Sunday, February 12, 2012

Everything Happened for a Reason

Accident is unplanned situation that happened. Having met an accident inside the school premises especially inside the classroom where am i connected is not in my vocabulary. I cant even imagine why it occur and why of all the people there, its in  ME.I have recalled how i suffered most of my years having a vehicular accident before, it made my dreams and goals in life shattered. And now another accident again, and to think my right lower extremities body parts, especially my right foot is  so important to me as i get all my body balances there, but oh why and why. It was a painful situation my body was trembled with pain, am brave when it comes to pain, but that time, i screamed and i didnt realized tears were fallen down because of pain.  There were lots of discouragements, fear and questions in my mind, what will happened to me, to my son to my family and to our future? How can i be a good mother, if i cant attend the services needed by my only son, and aside from that, how can i teach? do it means that was the last day of my instructor career? Oh no, God forbid..I will be missing  Saturdays and Sundays as it was  my decompressing days. I was on this scene, praying and talking to God, reminiscing those momentous moment when i didnt noticed i slept, when i woke up i have that peaceful day and my heart was trembling of joy also, there i realized that God allow it happened since God saw me always busy, no time for relaxing and no time for myself, and now I know one reason i am on this state, the reason to unwind and free of stress, yeah i am on this state now but the problem my body is trembling of pain too, but i encouraged really myself that God has an immeasurable purpose why He let everything to happened, whatever the reason, I know it will be for my own good. Thank you dear God for these problems, since through w/these, it will make my life better.

2 comments:

  1. mam,maybe God gives you a little time to relax,,,mao na nahitabo u,kay poro nalang busy kaayo ka......joker kaayo ka mam oi...nagpakita ra jd ka sa imo ka strong,,,bisan ana na kalisod.
    i cry while reading this file...kon in-ana ka ka strong mam ana pod cguro ko ka wake...i dont know where i belong...

    basta i pray for you mam.. get well soon mam...
    we need you in class jd mam..

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  2. its okay dar..in this world especially with my situation, i have fears but through God's help and consistent love to me and guidance i will get over this on the exact time.

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